I have no idea, I don’t have a plan. It is difficult for me to figure out what I’m going to do after this moment. No chance I can imagine a moment a million moments from now.

But I know that whatever moment I am in, I will do my best with it. That I can promise.

Get ahead? Of whom? Of you?Scan_20150421

What’s wrong with getting behind?  I’m an excellent follower. If everyone strives to get ahead, then no one ever will.

I want to feel valued. I want to feel like I’ve earned my keep. I want to do just enough, not too little and not too much.

In five years, I see myself still unable to answer this question.